i miss

being hugged.
(ben, thank you for hugging me today. no one has hugged me like i'm a human being that matters since i've been here.)
i miss things being simple. haha.
i miss not having responsibility.

however, i wouldn't change a thing right now.
i know everything is happening exactly how it should.
that just doesn't change the fact that, most hours, i'm unpleasantly unhappy.