sooo.
this has been a ginormous change. coming to college and all. and yes, it's only day two, but i'm stuck at home.
not literally.
this doesn't feel permanent. i feel like in a week or so i'm going to pack up and go back home. go back to NOVA. go back to that awful place i've been stuck in for so long. and because i feel like that,
i'm not putting myself out there.
i'm not letting people get to know me.
i'm not interested in meeting people, or socializing.
especially not those of the male persuasion.
i'm not sure what this means for the rest of the school year.
i'm scared i'm never going to have friends.
but at the same time, i KNOW God provides.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
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